cinderella got the prince
so did snow white, although she kinda died for a while
sleeping beauty woke up and surprise surprise
the prince is by her side.
happily ever after
the end
at least thats what disney says.
people supposedly dream about having fairy tale lives
why?
somehow, theres comfort in faults and imperfections
idiosyncrasies
peculiarities
individuality
flawed gem, thats me
and yet, i dont mind
id choose my not-nearly perfect life over the fairy tale one
i dont want to be the porcelain doll with the
pasty smile
forever perfect
and boring
living only a single happy moment again and again
not experiencing any other
no pain, no hardships
no other joy
no living
no growing
no understanding
unreal
thats not a life
the wonder of life is living it
experiencing it
sleeping in on vacation days
rushing for that deadline
dancing in the pouring rain
saying "goodbye" for the last time
tasting the sweet of victory and success
biting back the sting of defeat and failure
soaking in the enveloping warmth of rays of love
enduring the cold chill of a broken heart
chomping into the ripe apple of discovery
aching
rejoicing
crying
laughing
this is a real life
my non-fairy tale life
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